you can't earn God's grace.
i know, it's hard to accept it. but it's not possible to live life by yourself.
you will fall. you will mature. you will get back up again. you will fall again. you will fail. you will hold onto God's hands.
and you will grow.
grace and growth go hand in hand. grace takes growth, and growth takes grace.
and growth and grace take God.
you can't do it by yourself.
Christianity is not about trying to make yourself better. 'self-help' books that they sell in Christian book stores drive me crazy sometimes, though not all of them do. i think it's just the genre that i resent. 'self-help'? what's up with that?
we can't help ourselves.
we have to just be us. love God. hold onto his hand. and let the potter refine the clay.
what are you holding onto? your pride? i know i am.
your hope? i know i am.
Jesus? i know i have to. otherwise i'll never get through.
grow. let God. let go. let grace.
why do we have to depend on religion to keep us in tact? that will never work. in fact, we'll only fail. we'll never measure up to the standard.
but Jesus did. and does.
we have to let go of our guilt to have his glory. we have to admit that we are nothing, and he is something.
as I read on this blog this morning, "I am enough because I AM is enough."
what more could be said than that?
a radical change of love could overtake the church. the bride of Christ. but it's only if we let it.
sometimes i wonder if it's us that are holding us back. you know? i'm holding myself back from abundant life. from joy. i'm choosing to be anxious. but i can't do that. not anymore. i have to step outside my box and be free.
i have to let go, and teeter on the edge of this precipice.
and trust God to catch me when i fall.